%雨爱 <3

Today is a the day. Finally i move on in kicking my addiction for morphine. Wow! Jem really is a big help. He's anger turned out to be good for me, it was because he destroyed my lawn, Atticus made him do reading for me. Lady luck is with me for this moment. Thank god. Little did he know, Atticus was using him to prolong or extend the time in which she needed to take the morphine to numb the pain. In other words, Jem's readings took my mind off the clock, as well as the pain. I am set off to do something that may seem unnecessary to others, in the course of kicking the old habit. I will go through cold turkey and withdrawal symptoms, however i will persist on. I wish to die with dignity and be “not beholden to drugs”. I will do it! Yes i can!